hello again, tumblr. i’ve been gone for a long time, and a lot has happened. In july my shady landlord tried to evict my roommates and myself, fraudulently. in september, my boyfriend left me to be with someone in texas (or he landed in texas, and decided it would be better to stay there, instead of move here.) i started working overnights at the call center i’ve worked at for a year now.
but the biggest change i’ve made is that i’m starting transition. i changed my primary health provider to a local LGBT/queer friendly clinic, and in a month i’ll have my first consult with a doctor there. i will actively discuss starting testosterone, and see if they have mental health capabilities so that i can work on this depression. it’s refreshing, and terrifying. i am not out to my family, and i live in the same city as them. and working overnights means tumblr will become my primary resource for support and questions on transitioning. so i’ve come back after a long hiatus.
it feels good.